scary and then

I was just in the midst of writing a post about how scary it is, how bad I feel. My uncle john called and was something silly like I gave granddad a hair cut so please say nice things about it... and I put some air in xander's bike tire. Anyway it was nice someone calling, someone caring what i think. Xander's bike. How proud I am he finally learned to peddle (he has never peddled anything until now at almost 7)!! It's not like woohoo has sprung but maybe I could get out of bed and shower and be a mom for a little bit.