ongoing

I have found it difficult to write here. My head is screaming and I can't

I want to feel able, to feel like i am allowed but it's hard to give voice

I have good moments and bad

It's getting easier to be a mom. He is working through his emotions and as a result is being more open which results in asking me ten times a day if i love him and if I am proud of him but that is ok. It's good to hear him expressing himself.