Secrets

I found this site that has people write lines that are secrets anonymously. I found this interesting here are some of mine (i might keep doing these from time to time)

• I have a fear that my sexual identity is really just some manifestation of a hidden psychosis
• Many of my current issues center around decades of listening (and participating in) to people talking about my mother behind her back and parallels with my own psychosis and their manifestation and subsequently what others are saying about me in turn.
• I worry i'll never be able to truly trust anyone enough (even myself)
• I have no idea where the line between love and obligation lies.
• I sometimes resent those who's love keeps me in this world
• I spend hours in a day, day dreaming of complicated stories
  
• I desperately want to write my day dreams down to make them a creative exercise and not a symptom of psychosis but feel in writing it down they [the characters] are no longer mine.
• The night I tried to commit suicide, being in my mommy's arms was the best feeling! I could have stayed there forever.